The Sin of Xenophobia

          Two days ago, a Florida jury acquitted George Zimmerman of second-degree murder*. Zimmerman was accused of murdering seventeen-year-old Trayvon Martin, an African-American youth whom Zimmerman perceived as a threat to his neighborhood. The Zimmerman trial points to a lingering, festering problem in this country and in most countries worldwide, and that is racism. The US is not the only nation to grapple with this issue. I lived in an East Asian country for over eight years, and some of the most racist people I have ever encountered were citizens of that country…and I grew up in a small town in Central Texas, so I know first-hand about racist attitudes. Human beings have long been fearful of strangers, of outsiders, of anyone that was a member of an out-group. In ancient times, there was some survival benefit from that fear. It caused our early ancestors to be cautious and suspicious of anyone who looked or acted differently because often the stranger meant harm to the clan or village.

            But then along comes a little Semitic tribe of people called Hebrews, a monotheistic culture that received its laws directly from its deity. And that deity commanded them to be hospitable to strangers. That must have really shaken things up in the ancient world. And so they practiced hospitality, more or less, for thousands of years until one of their own, a man we call Jesus in English (Yeshua in Hebrew, more accurately translated as Joshua) came along and expanded the command even more. Not only were they to show hospitality to strangers, but they were to love them. Yikes! Even the dirty Samaritans and the unclean Roman occupiers and those morally despicable Greeks? Yes, even them. Everyone. Some of those Hebrews (called Jews by this time) were so incensed by this Jesus guy’s teachings that they went into cahoots with the Romans and had him unjustly crucified and persecuted his followers.

            But that way of love had already taken root in people’s hearts and was spreading like wildfire, transforming lives everywhere. Suddenly those who were condemned to the fringes of society—lepers, prostitutes, tax collectors, Samaritans, the poor, eunuchs, and more—were being physically and spiritually healed, finding inclusion and acceptance and community despite their ethnicity, their sexuality, their gender, their socio-economic status, their religious tradition, or whatever caused them to be pushed to the fringes in the first place. The only requirements to be in the Jesus group were to turn back to God and love God wholeheartedly, and love others as much as you loved yourself. That’s it. No racial, ethnic, socio-economic, gender, religious, or sexual qualifiers attached. Anybody was welcome.

            Sadly, the early church did not continue this momentum of inclusion and acceptance of those who had been condemned to the fringes of society for being different. Somewhere along the line of church history, the majority of the followers of Christ emulated the old pre-Jesus exclusionary ways and began putting qualifiers on people again. Women were excluded from ministry and full participation in the life of the church, which even condoned domestic violence against women. People of different races and ethnicities were shut out and often persecuted. Church members actually owned other human beings as slaves. The poor were shunned while those who could afford penance were sold forgiveness for even the most atrocious sins. Men who did not fit the church’s definition of maleness were sometimes driven out violently, or even killed. Although these people claimed Christ as their lord and savior, emulating Jesus was completely off their radar screens.

            And sadly, today many who claim to follow Christ and proclaim Jesus as their lord and savior continue the practice of fear-based exclusion and merit-based salvation. They do not deny that God’s grace is free, but to be fully accepted into fellowship with God (or rather, their own brand of church), individuals must comply with their church’s definition of men, women, families, politics, worship, and so on. Their hearts are ruled by the darkness of the sin of xenophobia, the fear of the outsider. The Bible says “…perfect love drives out fear.” (1 John 4:18). If one’s heart truly belongs to Christ, then one’s heart is filled with the love of Christ, thus one is able to overcome fear of the other and love that person.

            That’s not to say it’s not hard. It is hard to love others—sometimes really hard—especially if the other is quite different from us. I myself have a very hard time loving certain other individuals whose political beliefs or lifestyle habits are vastly different from my own, especially when those beliefs and habits cause harm to others (“Love the sinner, hate the sin,” eh?). But as a follower of Christ, I am commanded to at least try my best, for it is in the trying that transformation becomes possible.

            We still struggle with racism, sexism, classism, homophobia, and other xenophobic sins in this country because people are afraid. They are fearful of losing their socio-political status, or their mental framework, or their wealth, or their religious convictions, or whatever, because they see “the others” as coming to take it away from them. But if they open their minds and hearts and do as Jesus’s early followers did, and show hospitality to the strangers (the fringe-dwellers) in their midst, then they might find that what they lose in the process was never worth keeping in the first place, and what they gain has great value in both this life and beyond.

* I do not want to comment on Zimmerman’s perceived guilt or Martin’s perceived innocence. I was neither present during the incident nor at the trial, and I have not seen or heard the evidence presented. I, like most other Americans, only know what the media have presented. However, I do want to comment on the enormous pressure that those six jurors must have felt to examine and weigh the evidence presented, deliberate in light of their state’s laws, and pass a verdict on a charge as serious as murder in a case that is strongly emotionally charged and in the nation’s spotlight. I’ve served as a juror, and when it comes to making decisions in that role, it is not about what the juror thinks or feels, but what the juror knows from the evidence presented. A juror’s decision is to be as humanly objective as possible, and when a human life—any human’s life—depends on that decision, it is far, far better to err on the side of caution. We are innocent until proven guilty in this country, and without credible eyewitness testimonies, any other evidence has to be solid and verifiable. What I know is this: a young man is tragically dead at the age of seventeen, and another man will carry the stigma of this incident for the rest of his life. What I believe is this: the incident might have been avoided if Zimmerman had been restricted from carrying a gun outside his home in the first place. But that is another blog for another time.

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Personality, Intelligence, and Learning Style

“The only journey is the one within.” – Rainer Maria Rilke

            I have long been a fan of personality inventories and typology. Maybe it’s because I’m a people-person and fascinated by how incredibly different we all are. Or perhaps it’s due to my own natural personality inclinations. I don’t know when exactly I first discovered personality assessments, but I’m guessing it was sometime after my undergraduate years. Probably it was when I returned to college to earn my teaching certificate and took an educational psychology class. Whenever it was, since then I’ve been hooked, so I thought I would share a few of the personality, learning style, and intelligence inventories that I like.

            Probably one of the most well-known personality inventories is the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator, or MBTI. Devised by Katherine Cook Briggs and her daughter, Isabel Briggs-Myers in 1962, the assessment is based on the psychological theories created by Carl Jung. Since then, it has been tested and validated worldwide and has grown to become one of the most widely used personality inventories in schools, workplaces, and therapist offices. In short, the assessment identifies where in a dichotomous spectrum one’s personality lies in four areas: Introverted-Extraverted, Intuitive- Sensing, Feeling-Thinking, and Perceiving-Judging. I won’t go into detail here, but if you’re interested in learning more, visit the website of the Myers & Briggs Foundation at http://www.myersbriggs.org/. There are also lots of free, informal assessments based on the MBTI available online. While not scientifically validated, something like that would be a good way to introduce you to the concept, and later when you can take the official assessment, you can compare results. I’ve taken the official assessment at least twice, and many informal assessments, and I always show the same results: Extraverted (meaning I get my energy by being with other people), Intuitive (meaning I gather information more on a gut level than with my five senses), Feeling (which describes the way I process the information I gather), and Perceiving (think “go with the flow,” and “open-ended;” those words describe a Perceiver). The most balanced people are those who score about midway in each dichotomy, but there’s nothing wrong with being strongly one way or the other. For example, I have some Introverted and Judging tendencies, but I am almost off the charts when it comes to being Intuitive and Feeling.

            Another typology I like is the one developed by John L. Holland, who researched the fit between a person’s personality type and her career choice (to sum up, people who choose careers that are a good fit with their personality types are the happiest with their work…Duh!). I would never recommend a Wikipedia article to a student doing research for a paper, but for general information, it’s a good go-to website, so check out the article on Holland Types there: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Holland_codes. Most assessments based on Holland types will show the respondent’s top two or three dominant types. My top two are Artistic (the Creators) and Social (the Helpers). I’m expressing both in this blog post, using my artistic side to write, and my social side to teach readers about something I believe is useful and interesting. Teaching is a good profession for me because it engages both my Artistic and Social traits. My tertiary type is Investigative, which means I enjoy finding out things.

            In 1983 American psychologist Howard Gardner proposed that human beings actually have a spectrum of intelligences in different areas, and that everyone is intelligent in at least one area. While many psychologists have criticized Gardner’s work for various reasons, many educators have embraced it because it values variety in human thinking and reasoning. In my opinion, perhaps “intelligences” is not the best term to use, but rather “talents.” This gibes with my own spiritual beliefs that each person has at least one natural gift, or talent, which can be identified and developed. According to one assessment, my strongest intelligences are musical, social, and linguistic. Seems to parallel what I have previously described about myself in light of MBTI and Holland types, eh? Oh, and in recent years, some Gardner enthusiasts have suggested that existential, or spiritual, intelligence be added to the spectrum. I agree with them that there are some folks who are just naturally predisposed to pondering the big questions of life and connecting with the more ethereal realities of our universe. Don’t be alarmed, though; Gardner posited that all people have some degree of each intelligence. For example, my lowest intelligence is logic/mathematical. That doesn’t mean I can’t do math; it just means it’s harder and less relevant for me than it is for someone who is naturally predisposed toward it. So don’t accuse me of claiming that some people will be lost for all eternity because they haven’t been gifted with existential intelligence. It just might require more work for them to process and experience the concepts of God and Holy Spirit or whatever other cosmological philosophy they ascribe to. If you’re interested in knowing your own intelligence types, visit www.literacyworks.org and take their free online assessment on multiple intelligences, which is based on Gardner’s work.

            Finally, for anyone interested in learning (as we all should be, no matter what stage of life we’re in), it’s helpful to know about one’s learning style preferences. One common learning style model used in education is VARK, which stands for Visual, Aural, Reading/writing, and Kinesthetic. There are various free online assessments available to help you find out your own VARK preferences. Here’s one: http://www.vark-learn.com/english/page.asp?p=questionnaire. I myself learn best with reading/writing and visual cues. For example, if you’re giving me directions, what works best for me is a turn-by-turn list (reading/writing) and a simple map (visual). Most US education environments emphasize learning through aural and reading/writing means, but educators and trainers are learning how to engage various learning styles when they facilitate learning opportunities for their students. As an educator, I’m challenged by helping kinesthetic learners engage the content of lessons. It’s not too difficult in a small class or workshop, but in a room full of seventy-five people or more, it can be a challenge. One trick is to offer to let learners hold something that they can manipulate quietly while they learn, e.g. a ball of modeling clay or a squishy toy. Even doodling is a way kinesthetic learners can “move” while they learn.

            To understand ourselves better is to understand others better, and understanding others connects us and helps us build bridges instead of barriers. Knowing oneself isn’t all that hard, but it does require work, and that work, I believe, is worth the time and energy put into it. I like how Jennifer Aniston puts it: “Once you figure out who you are and what you love about yourself, I think it all kinda falls into place.”

 

Happy 4th of July

          Happy Independence Day in the USA, the day we honor those who stood up to a government that oppressed the poor, took money from hard-working people and put it in the pockets of the wealthy, demanded that people worship God its way, empowered its military to occupy the personal property of civilians, and exploited this land's indigenous people and natural resources. May we never let that be our government again. May we today stand up against that kind of oppression in our nation and strive for liberty and justice for ALL Americans!

A Letter to Right-Wing Fundamentalist Conservative Christians

Dear Right-wing Fundamentalist Conservative Christians,

            Help me understand you. Many of you believe that God’s wrath will rain down in judgment on America because we will allow same-gender adult couples to publicly and legally affirm their love, commitment, fidelity, and responsibility to each other in the same way that we allow opposite gender couples to do so. I understand where that belief comes from. I grew up in a very conservative church that viewed the Bible through a mostly literal lens, and I believe you are basing your fears of God’s wrath on the Genesis story of Sodom and Gomorrah, ancient cities which God destroyed by fire and brimstone, according to Genesis. You believe they were destroyed because they allowed homosexuality, among other things. Most modern biblical scholars and Christians who apply their critical thinking skills when they read the Bible agree that Sodom and Gomorrah were destroyed primarily for two reasons: first, they worshipped false gods instead of the one true God and therefore participated in all sorts of harmful and godless acts; and second, they were so inhospitable to the strangers in their midst that they performed acts of gang violence against them. However, you never, ever mention the Old Testament story of the town of Gibeah (Judges 19). A very similar situation occurred there as in Sodom, but God did not destroy Gibeah, even though an innocent woman was gang raped to death by the very same men who earlier had demanded her two male travelling companions. Historians of the ancient Middle East will tell you that gang rape of both men and women was a display of domination and superiority that occurred commonly among those cultures. That practice has absolutely nothing in common with our modern-day concept of loving and committed same-gender relationships.

            Can we agree, then, that Sodom and Gomorrah were destroyed not because their citizens were gay (as we understand gay to be in the twenty-first century), but because they worshipped idols and were inhospitably cruel to foreigners? Can we still expect God’s wrath to rain down on America? Perhaps. Do we not worship idols in this country, especially those of the Four F’s: firearms, flags, fetuses, and finances? How many Christians bow down to the almighty gun and stand in the way of legislation that would make our people safer by making it harder for violent and unstable individuals to acquire high-power firearms that belong only in the hands of our public safety officers and military personnel? How many Christians pledge allegiance to the flag of a country that has contributed to the genocide of its indigenous people and murdered thousands of innocent civilians in certain wars that were unjust and unprovoked, and still to this day oppresses the poor by denying them access to affordable healthcare, quality education, and decent housing? How many Christians revere the unborn child while neglecting the welfare of children already with us, and denying women safety, good health, and self-determination? How many Christians place their faith in the corporations that drive their financial investments, greedy entities that take unfair advantage of their workers, damage the environment, and manipulate our government to their own self-seeking ends? Are these all not forms of idolatry? And do we not express meanness to the strangers among us by building walls and fences to keep them out, by taunting them in their attempts to learn a complicated language that even most native speakers struggle to master, and by economically sequestering them in areas of our communities characterized by squalor and crime? Is this all not inhospitality?

            You right-wing fundamentalist conservatives also cite God’s law when you express opposition to the legal, civil affirmation of a same-gender marriage. I will not use the separation of church and state argument here, as you seem to believe America is a Christian nation (it was, in fact, founded by capitalists, not Christians, and many of the founding fathers would not have passed your litmus test for Christianity; indeed, if the Puritans were among us today, most Christians would label them a cult for their beliefs). Instead, let’s consider your meaning of God’s law. Are you referring to the Old Testament laws? If so, then please cease your hypocrisy at once. Paul said in his letter to the Galatian Christians that if they keep one law, they are obligated to keep all of them (Galatians 5:3). Assuming Paul’s words apply to us in the twenty-first century, as well, we must immediately discard our blended-fiber clothing, refrain from eating pork and shrimp, and execute our children if they disrespect us. Oh, and if our daughters are raped, we are to sell them to their rapists as long as those men offer a fair price—unless the daughter was not a virgin at the time of her rape, in which case we are to execute her. Men, if you are uncircumcised, you must cut off your foreskin immediately, otherwise you are breaking the law and displeasing God. We cannot cherry-pick the Old Testament laws to follow and to disregard. If you insist on using God’s laws in your civil arguments, then perhaps you need to follow Paul’s advice in Galatians 5:12. You’ll need a sharp knife, some gauze, and plenty of pain killers.

            From a New Testament perspective, then, you often use other of Paul’s writings (it is interesting to note that Jesus, the one all we Christians revere as Lord and Savior and model of the Way we are to live, never said a word about same-sex relationships, according to the scriptures we have canonized as the New Testament). The most commonly used one is Romans 1:26-27, in which Paul describes an idolatrous people engaging in homosexual practices. Most scholars agree that the practices were connected in some way to the idol worship, perhaps as ritualistic sex. No one knows for sure, but one thing is certain: the practice is in the context of a people turning away from God and participating in the worship of false gods’ idols.

In my own research I have found credible thoughts and opinions on all of those scriptures that represent both sides of the argument. So who’s right? Everybody? Nobody? Perhaps we are all both right and wrong? The only specific instances of homosexual activity described in the Bible are the men of Sodom and Gibeah attempting to gang-rape foreign men, and the men and women of Rome participating in sexual activities related to idol worship. If God is so vehemently opposed to the notion of two men or two women being married, then why is there no specific mention of same-gender marriage in the Bible? Of course the Bible describes the various man-woman arrangements prevalent in the ancient world: one husband, one wife; one husband, one wife, and one or more concubines; one husband, multiple wives; one husband, his deceased brother’s wife; one man, his female slaves; one husband, his wife’s female slave. We really don’t have many clear examples in the Bible of one man marrying one woman for life for no other reason than for love. Even Abraham, whom Christians, Jews, and Muslims alike revere as the father of our respective faiths, was married to his half-sister (Genesis 20:12). And after Sodom was destroyed, Lot’s daughters got their father drunk and had sex with him so they could get pregnant (Genesis 19:30-38).

So apparently God is tolerant of polygamy in various forms and incestuous arrangements, even drug rape, but gets really angry when two people of the same gender fall in love and commit their lives to each other, promising to be faithful to each other, in sickness and in health, till death do they part, and simply desire our secular society to treat their marriages equally in the context of civil law. God truly hates that? Then why don’t we advocate for polygamous and incestuous marriage in the US since the Bible seems to condone those sorts of arrangements? And if you counter-argue that the one man/one woman familial arrangement is what’s best for children, then don’t allow infertile couples to marry, since children aren’t a natural possibility for them. Historical and contemporary evidence shows that children raised by same-gender parents are just as well-adjusted as those raised by opposite-gender parents, in the same way that children raised by single parents can turn out just as healthy and well-adjusted as those raised by a mom and a dad.

Admittedly, nowhere in the Bible are same-gender relationships between two adults described explicitly. However, there are some relationships that may—perhaps, maybe, possibly—imply something more than just deep friendship between two people of the same gender. The most famous is the love shared between King David of Israel and his friend Jonathon, King Saul’s son. I won’t go into esoteric linguistic details here, but suffice it to say that some of the Hebrew language used to describe some of their interactions implies that something more than a handshake and a hug went on between them. Another is the strong bond between Ruth and her deceased husband’s mother, Naomi. I’m not sure if I buy that one or not, but what’s known is that Ruth manipulated a kinsman into getting her pregnant, then she gave her baby to Naomi to raise. Sounds like reproduction by surrogacy to me, which is common among same-gender couples for obvious reasons. And there are more: Elijah prayed for a companion, and he got a man named Elisha. Daniel was selected to be part of the court of King Nebuchadnezzar of Babylon, and the king’s eunuch chamberlain, according to the first chapter of the book of Daniel, showed mercy and physical love toward Daniel (according to the original Hebrew used). And Jesus healed the “beloved servant” of a Roman centurion, men who commonly took their same-sex partners into Roman-occupied territories while on assignment.

Neither I nor any of the gay men or lesbians I know are gang rapists or pagan idol worshipers who participate in ritualistic sex. And frankly, I’m very tired of being spiritually bullied by fellow Christians who continually bear false witness against me and my kind (and often certain women and anybody else who doesn’t think, believe, look, or act like they do) by making us all out to be things we most certainly are not. How about we all act obediently to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and heed His words to not judge each other, but instead to love each other as God first loved us? Let’s stop picking at the specks in each other’s eyes and start working at getting the planks out of our own eyes. Only then will we be able to see each other clearly and recognize that Christ is in all of us. Then we might find it easier to love each other, and once that happens, we can celebrate each other’s joys and carry each other’s burdens more sincerely and obediently. We will sincerely want what is best not only for ourselves, but for others. After all, wasn’t it love that transformed many Christians’ viewpoint on slavery, which the Bible does not condemn? Didn’t love for women bring about their right to vote and receive equal treatment under the law, even though the Bible does not specifically address women’s civil rights? Isn’t love what motivated blacks, whites, and others to unite in the 1960’s and 1970’s to advance the cause of civil rights for all people in this country, even though the political systems in the Bible did not practice equality for all?

We all need to read and reread 1 Corinthians 13 to remember what love is all about, and we need to repent of our unloving ways and put love into practice. I can tell you this from my own experience: There are many gay and lesbian people who feel no love whatsoever from a large segment of Christian society, the part of America that is supposed to have the deepest understanding of love. Many Christians tout, “Love the sinner, hate the sin” while spouting hateful, hurtful remarks and advocating legislation that would deny gays and lesbians their rights to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. Here’s a surprise for some of my fellow Christians: We gay and lesbian Christians also espouse the “love the sinner, hate the sin” theology—we love you as our brothers and sisters in Christ, but we hate the sins of fear, bigotry, intolerance, and exclusion that you show us and many others who suffer from your unloving attitudes.

Jesus said the law is summed up in two commands: love God with your whole being, and love your neighbor as yourself. It’s time for all of us, but especially you, dear right-wing fundamentalist conservative Christian brothers and sisters, to hand our fears over to God and start living in love toward each other. It’s time for all of us to grow up spiritually and stop suckling at the teats of Biblical literalism and patriarchal political systems. Growing up can be difficult, uncomfortable, and even painful, but without growth, there is no development; and without development, there is no transforming of our hearts to be more like Christ.

Why I am Sometimes Ashamed to be Called a Christian

              If you read my post of June 30, 2013, “Why I Am a Christian,” you may be bewildered by the title of this post. Does he not love God? Does he not love Jesus? The answer to both is a resounding “Yes!” My deepest desire is to know God better, and I truly try—yet often fail—to be Christ to the world I live in. So why in the world would I be ashamed to call myself a Christian?

            The feeling of embarrassment has nothing at all to do with who Jesus was and what Christ represents, but rather with how some Christians have committed and are committing horrendous acts of violence, oppression, exclusion, and meanness in Jesus’s name. I am speaking primarily about right-wing fundamentalist and conservative Christians (let’s call them RWF2Cs for convenience’s sake) who seem to have lost the Gospel proclaimed by Jesus Himself and His followers: that God loves everybody and God’s grace is for everyone and God wants us all to love one another in a spirit of tolerance, inclusion, compassion, and mercy, without judgment or condemnation. Of course, God wants us to repent of our sins. Repent means to turn back to God. Sin is that which separates us from God. And what separates us from God? Selfishness, mainly. Fear. Greed. Lust for power, control, and domination. All of the specific acts that we characterize as sin, such as murder, theft, adultery, sexual exploitation, lying, and so on, have their roots in these. No Christian, RWF2C or otherwise, would argue with that.

            So what happened to us Christians to make non-Christians regard us so lowly that some of us become embarrassed to be associated with the religion that is supposed to proclaim the Good News to the world? Here’s what I think: Before Jesus, the dominant cultures of the world were patriarchal; men ruled, and women were second-class citizens with few or no rights. Of course there are individual and some cultural exceptions, but the Greco-Roman culture that dominated the Near East, most of Europe, and Northern Africa, as well as the Jewish culture into which Jesus was born, were male dominated. Then along comes Jesus, proclaiming salvation and grace for the world, a gift from God available for all: men and women, Jew and Gentile, slave and free. No exceptions or exclusions. Everyone. Period. All we had to do was open our minds and hearts to this gift and accept it. It was impossible to earn.

            This must have been the most radical, liberal, left-leaning message anyone could have proclaimed in that day. No more merit-based pathway to God’s favor. Suddenly something that had been the exclusive domain of a select few who could either maintain the self-discipline to keep all of the 600+ Jewish laws, or afford the best sacrifices to make in the Jewish temple, was open to women, foreigners, “unclean” Gentiles, uncircumcised men, eunuchs, and anybody else who would receive this “Good News” and simply start having a personal relationship with God through faith in Jesus. No requirements to make sacrifices in the Temple; Jesus did that for everybody, once and for all, with His death on the cross. Those 600+ Jewish laws were replaced with two simple ones: love God with your entire being, and love others as much as you love yourself (think about that: the more you love yourself, the easier it is—and the more obligated you are--to love others; the less you love yourself, the harder it will be for you to love others).

            No wonder the Pharisees hated Jesus so much! He turned the status quo upside down and posed a bigger threat to their privileged positions than even the occupying Roman government did. So they had Him crucified, thinking that was the end of it. Hallelujah, it was not! Jesus’s followers continued the Good News movement, and it spread like wildfire throughout the Near East and North Africa and Southern Europe. In the beginning, it was more of a lifestyle change than a new religion. Many Jewish believers continued to practice their religion according to their traditions, and that was fine. But Gentile believers were not required to observe Jewish practices and traditions, and that was fine, too. There were disagreements and conflicts, to be sure; just read Paul’s letters in the New Testament for proof of that. He and Peter had an epic falling out over circumcision and dietary restrictions, but they eventually resolved their differences. The Good News did more to bring diverse people together than it did to drive them apart.

            But something changed a few centuries after Jesus, and the Church seemed to regress. It’s almost like the Pharisees simply put on new hats and moved to Rome. The patriarchal movement gained force, resulting in women’s voices being silenced, dissenters and free-thinkers being persecuted, Jews and Muslims being driven out or executed, gay men being castrated or killed for not being “man” enough, and more. The coffers of these patriarchs grew along with their power and influence, and the suffering of innocent people grew in proportion, especially after the discovery of the New World, a land and people ripe for raping and plundering. The Church still preached God’s love and forgiveness for the repentant sinner, but the Good News was veiled by a mandate to be good enough for God by being good enough for the Church. To become a Christian was free; to be a good Christian, though, required conforming to the expectations of the Church patriarchs.

            In my opinion, a cult of masculinity emerged during those early years of the Church that has pervaded the right-leaning segments of our faith to this day. These patriarchal Christians have re-created God in their image. The Bible says God is Spirit; God is both masculine and feminine; God loves everyone and all the world—all are equal in God’s eyes; when God made people and the world and everything in it, God said it was good—and God is not a liar. But the god of the RWF2Cs seems more interested in the advancement of American democracy and capitalism by force, the ownership of personal firearms, the conversion of gays and lesbians to the straight lifestyle, and the control of women’s wombs than in spreading the message of love, mercy, forgiveness, and inclusion to all people regardless of their gender identity, socio-economic status, nationality, religious background, sexual orientation, physical and intellectual condition, or whatever. To be acceptable to God, one must be like the RWF2C patriarchs.

            And so, when non-Christians who did not grow up in a Christian environment hear the word “Christian,” for many the first images that come to mind are the most negative ones they see in the media: the Westboro Baptist Church members picketing soldiers’ and shooting victims’ funerals, proclaiming God’s wrath on America for our growing acceptance of gays; Southern preachers publicly burning copies of the Koran to send an angry message to Muslims; anti-abortion pro-“life” activists displaying huge posters of aborted fetuses to make a gory point; death penalty proponents quoting scriptures from the Old Testament and celebrating the execution of convicted criminals while hypocritically claiming they are pro-life; people whining that they are being persecuted for their Christian beliefs because courts uphold the Constitutional separation of church and state; and so many more images and messages that show us Christians at our worst.

            Admittedly, we Christians have acted worse in the past. We no longer burn epileptics at the stake because we think they are demon-possessed. We don’t imprison scientists who discover facts that contradict our superstitions. We no longer condone the beating of wives and children. We no longer own slaves. But we do still demonize people for being different in ways we do not understand. We do often hinder scientific discoveries that could improve the lives of millions because we are afraid of “playing God.” We do deny women the right to life and dignity, and we deny children the right to education and healthcare. We do take unfair advantage of workers, both on our own soil and abroad, by not paying them a fair living wage.

            When my non-Christian friends think of the term “Christian,” this is what comes to their minds, and that is why I feel embarrassed to be affiliated with a very vocal and confrontational segment of American Christian society that embraces a religion that seems far removed from the truths I have discovered about God in my own faith journey. God help me to live my life in such a way that others will see the Christ in me and feel welcomed, included, loved, and valued, because I believe that is what being a follower of Christ is all about.