Reviewing my Statement of Faith

          This morning our church service honored and recognized five teenagers who completed the confirmation class last fall and who decided to continue their faith journeys by affirming their baptisms and joining the church as full members. Part of the process of confirmation was writing a personal faith statement. It was touching and inspiring to hear several of the faith statements read aloud, and it reminded me of the faith statement I wrote when I first joined St. Andrew's Presbyterian Church in February 2008. So I looked up my statement, written almost six years ago, and examined it to see how it has changed over the years. Below is my original faith statement with additions and comments inserted in [brackets] and italics. I figure if those young people at my church are brave enough to share their faith statements with the congregation, I can be brave, too.

Mark Isham

Statement of Faith

St. Andrew’s Presbyterian Church

Pleasant Hill, California

February 2008

On God

I believe in God, creator of everything that was, is, and is to come. To me, that which I can experience with my five senses, both directly and indirectly, is evidence of God’s work and presence in this world and beyond.

I believe in God’s love and care for me as an individual. My own life history and its events, circumstances, and characters are evidence of God’s ever-present involvement with and concern for my life.

I believe in God’s love and care for others. The convictions and stirrings within my heart are evidence to me that God works within me to express love and care toward others, and I see events and circumstances in the lives of others that convince me of God’s love and concern for them.

On Jesus

I believe that Jesus is an actual historic figure, present on this earth some two thousand years ago in Judea, and that the reality of his existence is verified by Biblical accounts and other historic documents.

I believe that Jesus was the embodiment of the spirit of God to the world at that time, God’s representative to the world and known as God’s Son. I base this belief on the words of Jesus himself as we understand them through modern interpretations of the New Testament.

I believe that Jesus came to show us a better way to relate to God, a way through the acceptance of God’s love and grace toward us, and not through mere laws and rituals, and that this message of Jesus resulted in his crucifixion [at the hands of religious authorities who felt their power and control were threatened by Jesus’ message of love, grace, and inclusion]. I believe that Jesus died for all our sins, and that all sin is rooted in either fear, selfish ambition, or the desire to attain God’s grace by our own works. This belief is based on Scripture, church tradition and teachings, and my own meditations.

I believe Jesus did, indeed, rise from the dead on the third day after his crucifixion, and that this miracle is a sign of the promise I have of eternal existence in fellowship with God and all others to whom God has extended the privilege of fellowship. [I believe that God has already extended the privilege to all persons in all times--past, present, and future--as a gift of grace, which is the Good News of the Gospel, and that many who claim to be followers of Christ would limit that gift only to those who adopt their own brand of Christianity. In my viewpoint, this is heresy.]

I believe that the world as we know it will, indeed, end someday by God’s decree, although I do not claim to know when or how it will occur [nor does any other human being know this now or ever].

On the Holy Spirit

I believe that the Holy Spirit is God’s continued presence in the world, and that the Holy Spirit’s primary vessels for the expression of God’s love and care to the world are the church, being the individuals who comprise the universal fellowship of believers in Jesus as Christ.

However, I believe the Holy Spirit works in the hearts and minds of various individuals in different ways with different manifestations, even in the hearts and minds of those who do not adhere to the Christian tradition.

I believe that the Holy Spirit is the guide on an individual’s journey of faith toward God, and that I may serve only as a companion-advisor in another person’s journey. I believe that individuals might be guided by the Holy Spirit even though those individuals are not aware that they are being guided by God’s Spirit.

On the Church

As Christ was the embodiment of God’s spirit in his time, so I believe the church is the embodiment of Christ in our time [as well as others whom God chooses to call and who choose Christ-like attitudes and actions]. As John said about Christ, “For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through Him,” so I believe that the church’s charge is not to condemn the world, but to continue the saving work of God begun by Jesus by expressing God’s love and care to others without condition, following Jesus’ example and extending grace to all, thereby building God’s kingdom on earth.

On my individual relationship with God through faith in Jesus

My own faith journey started from the beginning of my life. I was raised by Christian parents who were involved in the life of their church. I attended services and Sunday school all through my childhood and adolescence. Indeed, I have never stopped attending church throughout my life. I have been involved in various roles in churches of several different denominations, but primarily Baptist, Methodist, or Presbyterian. I even earned my undergraduate degree at a Christian university.

But as regularly flying in an airplane does not make one an airline pilot, neither does regular attendance and involvement in church mean one has a close relationship with God. I would say that the most meaningful moments I have spent with God were not in church, but rather in the quietness of my home or room, or in a beautiful natural setting such as a mountaintop or a forest glade or along a coastline or while watching a gorgeous sunrise or sunset. Those are the times when I have truly felt God’s presence both within me and outside of me.

The biggest challenge I have faced in my faith development is my personal identity and how others perceive me. Growing up gay in a small, conservative town in Texas in the 1970’s and 80’s was not easy, and for the longest time I believed that there was something in me that needed fixing, that I needed to first change myself in order to be worthy of God’s grace. To make a very long story as short as possible, I prayed and prayed for that change, and nothing happened. Then I prayed for God to help me accept myself with conditions, and nothing happened. Then I finally prayed for God to help me accept myself as I am, and the burden was finally lifted. I believe that was the first time in my life that I experienced God’s love and grace toward me in a very real and personal way. I respect the journeys that other Christian people have experienced and what they have come to understand about God through their journeys [as long as those understandings do not cause harm to others], and I expect them to respect my journey as evidence of God’s love and grace in my life.

On my role as a member at St. Andrew’s Presbyterian Church

As a member of St. Andrew’s Presbyterian Church, I will contribute of my time, talents, and finances as I am able. I will do my best to treat other members of the congregation with love and respect, and I expect the same of them in return. I will support the pastors, elders, deacons, and staff with my prayers and words of encouragement. I will seek to use my natural and spiritual gifts to contribute to the life of the church. I will prayerfully consider requests that are made of me, and either accommodate those requests, or respectfully decline them, as I am led by the Spirit. [NOTE: I will soon complete my first year as a deacon at St. Andrew’s. I have learned much about serving others…but especially about how to make coffee for large numbers of people. LOL].